October 2012 has been the worst month of my life. Me and my fiance took my princess to the er tuesday morning on oct 9 thinking she jus had a belly ache. They gave her an enema and she pooped but her belly still felt like it had a rock in it. After 2 xrays they finally told us that her spleen was enlarged. ????? I didnt kno wat to say or even think. Her spleen was supposed to be 7cm and at the time we brought her in it had grown to 17cms. Shr was there for 2 days and during that time she had an MRI done, her stomach pumped and numerous amounts of blood work done. That thursday night my baby was transferred to another hospital which in my opinion was better because their main focus was children. That friday morning I woke up with her and waited for my parents to come so I can head home, get changed and head to work. I was at work for no more then 2hrs b4 tgey told me my daughter had to get surgery. I ran out of work like the building was on fire. On of the worst moments if my life was watching them roll my first born into the operating room and closing the doors. I broke down and cried uncontrollably as I waited then went and got some air and food. My daughter was in the hospital for a total of 11 days. She begged and cried to go home but she jus couldnt and it hurt my heart to see her that way. the stress level between everyone is crazy. We all jus want wats best for her but in the process we might bump heads. Upon her discharge she had a pet scan done then had to come back that monday and have a cat scan done on her. We had to come back and meet with the doctor on tuesday so he can share the results with us. On October 25 my life has changed forever. The doctor has informed us that my princess had cancer! My mind went blank, my body shut down and I couldn't hear anything. It jus couldn't be. Why my baby? Why not me? Shes too young. She hasn't even lived her life yet and yet she has cancer. This is way too much for me to handle. I kno god has everything in his hands but its hard not to worry when its your baby.
